2014: in review

The only lights on in the house were the Christmas tree lights. They lit up the room with a soft red glow. I sat there on my pile of blankets mesmerized by the tree. That tree holds so many memories. Each ornament holds a story. Through broken pieces and new ones added every year it epitomizes our family.Christmas eve is my 'New Year's". It gives me a chance to reflect on the past year and take time during the busy holiday season to breathe. I opened my journal, worn to the touch after being dragged around for the past 8 months. As I put my pencil to the page I froze. I did not know where to start. I sat in the exact same spot last year and was convicted to give up dating for 2014. Looking at where I was a year ago and where I have come caused me to stop. I never imagined I would be where I am now.

2014 was one of the hardest years I have had. Many things began but with every beginning comes an ending. Those endings were painful and difficult. There have been some great new adventures! God has been stretching me a lot as well. Some of those lessons have been hard to learn. I am ready for new beginnings and new adventures but our past is what shapes us and helps us grow.

In 2014:

I ended my last semester with Axis. It was bittersweet and I miss traveling but I know God wanted me to move forward.

I got a full time job. I am working at a camp and gaining so much experience! It is a different season in my life but I want to use it.

I joined a church! I am finally in one place for more than a few days! I am able to get involved in a church and small group and I have met some amazing people who have shaped my life!

I have made awesome friendships! The friends I have made and had over this year have changed my life. I am so thankful for them. I even got a chance to catch up with old friends recently as well.

I have grown. looking back to where I was only a year ago. I know I have a long way to go but I know God is still using me.

As 2014 comes to a close I can say that I am happy that it is over. I am who I am now because of those experiences but I am ready for a fresh start and a new horizon to chase. So bring it on 2015 and bring me that horizon!