...and the job hunting continues

5 weeks....that is how long is left of camp. (someone reminded me of that today.) It seems to be going so incredibly fast. I am having so much fun! And working hard of course. What hit me the most is that unlike a majority of the other summer staff, who return to college in the fall, I have less of an idea of what my next step is.
I get very few days off, and with the ones I do have I try and have some fun, but it has been hard to look for jobs. I want to move to the springs and I have been looking for jobs around as well. Connections are very nice to have! My bosses at camp have been very helpful in trying to think of places I would like to work and I have friends in the springs who are looking out for jobs for me as well. It is still scary thing...I have to get a big girl job now. You know live on my own, start paying off loans and other responsible stuff.
So tonight I finished up an application to a job out here in the springs and as stressful as they are I am pretty excited to mail this one in. It is for a job called Axis. It is a non-profit organization that travel across the country talking to high schoolers about God and worldview. It sounds amazing!! And I have been praying a lot about it too. It is something I really want to do. Travel and I love speaking. As much as I still get nervous talking in front of bit groups I have gotten a ton better. I now get on a roll after a few minutes. :)
I feel like it would be a great learning experience for me if it is the job for me. But right now I will be finishing my application and praying that God will show me the right path. And continue to keep looking for more (with the help of my good friend Beans in the springs) Also my bosses at camp are already asking me what I have planned for next summer...I don't even know what I have planned a month from now!! ( They keep saying God is telling them that I need to be here at camp next summer. Means they like me ;] )
But I do know for sure I am ready for God to take the wheel except I kinda want Him to draw a map for me to see where we are driving off too...except it does not always work like that. Oh well...along for the drive.