It's weird to go through day by day and nothing seems to change. But yet when you look back everything is different! That's how life has been the past few months. Except...there have been some days that have just changed everything. It only takes a moment. There are sayings about just having 20 seconds of insane courage and to see what happens. I should try that. Every day just have 20 seconds of insane courage, something that just makes me leap out of my comfort zone and learn to fly.
I love writing but lately I have been just living. I have been busy living life! I am not saying that I haven't been living up to this point or won't keep on living but I also want to do something different. And blogging for me, is different.
But before I get into new stuff I guess I should fill in about the past few months. Axis has ended and to tell you the truth I don't think I have processed through the whole thing. When chapters close it is always sad and this one was as well. A new part of my life has started but with that ends another. I know God has reasons for that chapter ending but it still is a little sad and painful in some ways. As soon as I process that I may divulge.
My experience with Axis was incredible and God taught me so much! Much of it you were able to read here over my year and a half. Within the wake of Axis ending not only did a new chapter unfold but with it a brand new adventure!! (this is all an overview of things I will get into later) I am excited to see where God takes this journey and I must admit it has had me floating on cloud 9 for the past few months. Also keeping me in the air is my new job. I am now the new guest services director at the camp I have been working at the past few years! I went into the summer as the assistant to be thrown as the director within the first week because the girl in charge decided to leave. So since May 6th I have been running on air! That is how I can describe it.
I love my job. It brings fresh new challenges every single day and although it is not what I want to do the rest of my life I know God has called me here for a season in the wilderness. Both literally and figuratively (since I now live on a mountain) Summer has come and gone and I am still standing (somehow....) and now we start our fall season with a whole new way of life.
With Axis ending and camp life starting everything seemed to change at once. But since, there have been days where is feels like nothing has changed. Everyday presents new challenges and I actually miss the norm of being on the road. It is off to new adventures and new lessons to be learned! I will try and keep updating as well as living life. (so I can have more interesting things to update on)
